im not very scientific. not in the least. but one time someone was talking about energy. and potential and kinetic and then ya know i realized that this same scientific deal can be applied to relationships. and in my case. all of my relationships. theyve all been potential. that is all. but maybe im okay with that. but that maybe makes me think maybe not. but idk. i dont know. its just that potential is sometimes greater than actuality. and thats what im hanging on to with you. that kinetic energy that we have. the way you look at me. the way i look at you. nothings really there. its all potential. i would like to start over. and re do what we did. which was nothing. but still i wonder. just wonder what we would be like now if we had gone about this differently. oh well. i dont want to start over. we are here for a reason. stuck in this kinetic rut. and let me tell you this. im not making any steps over this potential line. this is where we will stay. unless we take some steps back. i want to. but you have to want to with me. we could talk more. we could be like we were but better. the thing is its not science. its not feeling either. it just is. it is what it is. and there we go. lets take it. and here i am typing into the night. of nothingness and kinetic energy and having potential with you. is this what its come to. yes. i will go to bed now. get a shower. wash off today. and sleep. i like showers at night, because that is what i do. i wash off the day. and what has happened and sleep with no chains. and sleep with angels because that is what my best friend tells me to do. so i will do it. i will sleep. after i wash off the day. and my other best friend she tells me goodnight and i will have a good night. i will. i hope your doing good. what does that even mean anyway. hope. doing. good. you. i. im doing good you hope. i hope your doing good.
song of the day: your birthday song by go radio
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