unglued

i just dont understand. and i know thats how it is supposed to be. i dont like it today though. today it hurts a little bit. not knowing. not knowing why i go to classes. not knowing why this circle im walking in gets so old. because its not old. its new. everyday its all brand new. i was putting rhinestones on one of my costumes today because it wasnt good enough as is. howcome we cant just take people as is. take life as is. take today as is. we have to fluff it all up and glue on our decorations. and before we know it, as is, doesnt even exist anymore. people arent costumes that we can dress up and change to be the way we want them. we have to take them as is. because sooner or later all the glue comes undone.