and the ones who make it are the ones who feel it most. shania twain said that tonight on american idol. i believe it. i have nothing to say anything. i have nothing to want to write about it. im unfeeling everything. slowly but surely. even you. unfeeling it all almost. im not going to make it. because i cant feel anything but angry. i dont feel the most anything. even angry someones got me beat. im not going to make it. only when i dance. only when i dance. only then do i feel more than angry. more than afraid. more than something i dont want to feel anymore. only when i dance alone. no one has seen and never will see me for what i feel. for what i am. am. am. am. never will.